DEVIL : YOU COME YOU DIE

a new year

2012-01-01T12:47:00.000+09:00

yep, it's 2012 already!
destruction of earth ? hmm..whatever..just live our life as usual then leave everything aside~

as usual, went to my cousin's house, then to my cousin's cousin's house to celebrate yesterday~
by the time we get home (cousin's house), then prepare the bed, brush teeth, this and that, it's was already 3:30am..

and i woke up 5 hrs later and came back to my home..rest for like 3 hours and i'm gonna go to work again,
i think i'll be back on 6 or 7 something~hahah

ok la. everyone, Happy New Year~ ciao

incident

2011-12-16T21:42:00.000+09:00

i had a dream..a very weird dream..my dad bought lots of frogs, and i think he was gonna cook and eat them, well, in my dream la...then the frogs wanna run away, but because my dad was slaughtering them outside, they tried to escaped into the house through the sink pipe!! so i used my hand to cover the hole to prevent the frogs to jump in but suddenly, they started to split, you know, like from 1 frog to 2 frogs, then 2 frogs to 4 frogs, so they became smaller and smaller and eventually they managed to go through my fingers...i LOSE!! to some frogs...T.T

after that, i'm sure i continue to dream about something else but i've forgotten it so..ya..that's all for the dream..lol

ok..next, today is presentation day as well. we have to pass up our plans and models and do a short presentation and ends our design lesson for this year (2011).before the presentations starts, i saw a guy lying down behind the classroom and i thought he was too tired because most of us burn midnight oil before the day of presentation..but then after a while, he started to groan, like he was in agony, and later it got the whole class's attention. the nurses in our uni came, but they couldn'tt ease his pain,and he continues to groan for like 10+ minutes, while the whole class, including me, couldn't do anything but wait for the ambulance to come..

he was later sent to hospital and his parents came from quite a far place, another prefecture i think to see him..it was definitely not the mood to be doing presentation when one of your classmates collapsed in front of you. but, earth doesn't stops spinning because of one person, and same goes to us. shortly after he was sent to the hospital, the presentation started like usual...i don't know why, but i feel so weird then..

the class was supposed to end at 5:50pm but it always delays during presentation. when the presentation finally ends, it was already 7pm..@@

good news is, someone called the teacher( maybe from the hospital or the parents ) and informed him that the guy who collapsed earlier is okay..phew...

then the bad news is, i was chosen to make the same presentation again, on Tue, in front of ALL my classmates and 8 teachers...i wouldn't say i'm not happy to be chosen, (because when you're chosen, you usually can get an 'S' in the final result *rank S is higher than A, something like super?? hahaha) but if you're not good enough, the teachers will bomb you to death...yea..scary...

so thanks to that, i have to do some minor changes to my plans and model tomorrow..i want to rest aaa!!! ><

2011.12.11

2011-12-11T21:56:00.000+09:00

11th December, is a very special day for my parents.
and this year, 2011 marks their 25th year of marriage a.k.a silver anniversary.

25years doesn't seems to be too short, but it doesn't seems to be too long as well.
but when you lived the 25 years not by yourself, but with your another half, i'm pretty sure you won't feel too long about that.

i'm just guessing though..hmm...

okay, so my dad is a guy who doesn't know romance..lol
and my mom sometimes get pissed of by him and complaint to me that my dad always forget about her birthed or their wedding anniversary...= =

but these few years, my dad started to change and he started to take my mom to dinner or buy her a birthday cake when it's her birthday. a good change~ ;)

i feel so fortunate to be borned in this family and hope that my parents will be happy for eternity~

HAPPY 25th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY~!!!

~MOM AND DAD~

not the day

2011-11-23T19:02:00.001+09:00

so i guess today really isn't my day....
tried to make roti canai and it turns out fail..

then the pudding, haven't really tasted it, but i sacrificed 2 bowls..
first attempt to make the sweet part ( the brown thing ) from the pic below-----
ps: i wasn't the one who made the pudding below....= =

copy from: http://www.archi.tohoku.ac.jp/labs-pages/kankyo/member-2011/B4/b4.html

but, it turns out burning the whole plastic bowl when i heat it..(it's supposed to be microwave-proof)

there's a hole down there!! @@

and then, i tried for the second time, with an oven proof bowl..and guess what..it turns out like this.

a clean break...

oh my....so down today..lol..

11.11.11

2011-11-11T22:33:00.002+09:00

again again again...for not updating the blog for so long time..had been busy since last week making model and plan and finally finished the presentation just now...

oh yeah! it's 11.11.11 today, in japan, they call it Pocky's Day. and as the name states, everyone is eating pocky today..LOL
as for chinese, it's 光棍节, which means it's the day for people who are single, yes..like me.. ;(

while i was on my way back home from uni after the presentation just now, i looked at the sky and was stunned. the moon is so damn big and bright.
then i started to wonder if it's to comfort the singles'. = =

anways, i am so damn free after the presentation so i decided to make food again..and this time, it's flower roll, if you don't know what that is, see the pic.. ;)

花卷~ (^^)

and some update of what i've made these few weeks~

thousand layer choco pie~

sausage bun~

that's all for today. and i'm still thinking what i should make tomorrow..hmmm

getover

2011-10-30T11:23:00.002+09:00

it seems that i haven't get over with it.

i need more time..hmmmmmmmmmm

one free day

2011-10-16T21:29:00.002+09:00

so after finishing 3 reports in which i'm going to pass up tomorrow, i decided to go for a walk at Umeda to release some stress or else i feel that i'm going to die soon..lol

called my godparents and we went to have lunch together~
after eating, we went to the famous yodobashi-camera because they wanted to have a look on cameras~
and so i accompany them because i wanna see the iPhone4S as well..

when we reach the mobile corner..OMG...a long long long line of people waiting for their turns to book the new iPhone4S..i soooo wanted to take photos of them but well..it's rude..so...><

however i did have a chance to touch the phone..though was not able to try SIRI out! darn it..!!! stupid internet...

after window shopping for nearly 2 hours..i went back home and the first thing i do is open the fridge and take out an ice-cream and enjoy it! lol

ok la..that is not important..actually, my uncle brought me something from KK..and i haven't had it since i came to jpn..(of course excluding those time when i went back to KK..but now that i think of it..though i went back, i din have chance to have it as well...hmm..)

ok la..talk enough rubbish..so it's time to reveal the mysterious thing...
it is...a.......m......a.....n...man! HAHAHAHA

just kidding..it's a man+go=mango..lol

i daresay my houses' mango is no.1 in the world!

it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet..hey, i know what you guys are thinking..'有没有o???' right ????

but i am not exaggerating !!!

trust me please ;)

a new cooking life starts

2011-10-15T21:02:00.001+09:00

yes, i bought some electronics stuff again...@@
and it's an microwave-oven..LOL

the new oven! yay!!

i was hoping to buy an oven since N years ago..because of the absence of an oven, there's a lot of food that i can't cook~

so i did some survey and finally bought this Hitachi..

oh yeah, one thing i'm very very impressed on Japanese is that, this oven was supposed to be delivered to me before noon today..so i kinda like waited it since 9 something in the morning..but it never came though the time shows 12:00..when i was kinda getting disappointed, my phone rang~

and when i pick it up, it was the delivery guy..haha
he told me that he wasn't able to send the stuff in time and apologized. then he told me he'll reach in 30 mins, asking if i'm still at home that time..so i said yes, and guess what, 10 mins later the oven was here..hahaah..i donno why, but i'm always excited when i'm waiting for those things i bought from internet to be delivered..@@

okay okay, so it came late and i wasn't able to make anything with it..disappointed,but..NO! 我不服！lol

so after i came back from part-time at 6 something, i quickly cook my dinner and ate it..then, i start to make something...and that thing is....

cream puff!

actually...this is the only survivor of the 11 siblings..the others were not able to 'grow up' so they died..still edible though..and they taste nice! especially the custard cream..so easy to make and very sweet~~!!

gonna try again as soon as i get the kitchen scale..yeah..today i made it by agak-agak-ing...==
ok la, will update again when i get to make a better puff!

Ciao~

iOS5 + iCloud

2011-10-13T20:33:00.001+09:00

the long await iOS5 and iCloud was officially released on 12th(USA date, 13th in Jpn)..

so the first thing i wake up today is to update it~
after the update, i realize that it really is better than the previous OS~
it looks like this ...

the lock screen with camera option!

notification center!!

wifi- sync in progess~

photo stream~the screen shot i took automatically stream on iCloud and appear on my comp~

the iCloud is sooooo cool!! it does thing automatically and really save me a lot of work~

hok

2011-09-28T21:40:00.006+09:00

i might say that today is the hok-est day since i came to japan.

so me and my friends decided to set up a shop to sell glutinous rice ball during the uni festival on Nov.
but there were too many ppl trying to set up a shop as well on that few days so we have to draw lots to decide if we could set up the shop.

and the lot drawing was held on this afternoon during lunch time and i have to go because i'm the representative. and hell, it's only the night before that i remembered that i have part-time on 12:30..@@
so i called the vice representative of my team to see if she can go in my place. but this bitch (ya.. perempuan cina), she never picks up the phone, and never returned my called, or even message me to ask if there's anything!

i called her for a few times and i gave up. so this morning when i was heading to uni, i called the office and told them i might be late because i have a meeting to attend..= =

and GREAT! i drew a losing number so i wasn't able to sell food during the festival and i was late for my part-time so some of my money was deducted from my pay...

OK! then..during the part time, some troubled occurred last minute before i end my shift so i worked 20minutes extra without pay.argggggg!!!! ( ppl, you should know i LOVE money..lol)

and that is not the end..
ms.K, who is now back in M'sia..left her part-time money here in jpn and i have to help her to send it back..i brought the paperwork to the bank and was told that there's no branch and address of the bank so i have to fill in them and go once again!!! haih..

i already very hok today, and now, while writing this blog, my fucking neighbor is singing again, with his cockroach voice...aiyo.....

holiday = food making,,

2011-09-19T22:50:00.002+09:00

it was a long holiday, guys...

went to play around Osaka and Tokyo when my mom came last month~
and then i was going to climb mt.fuji on the 1st and 2nd Sept but thanks to the stupid annoying typhoon, it was cancelled...
so, what i did was, gone to Tokyo again,yeah, i came back to Osaka for 5 days, and i went again! @@
and this time, i stayed for 5 days only because my sis was going to travel to europe on that day..(that is the 5th Sept)..

being at home almost the whole time since i came back ( the weather is too hot outside that i don't wanna leave my room. PS: my aircond is not on all the time..save energy! lol ), watching movies, listening musics, chat, Skype, surfing internet, ahhhh...i won't say it's heaven doing so because actually, it's quite boring...= =

so i decided to make some food for myself, because first, i like to eat..and second, a friend of mine once told me, ''guys who knows how to cook is attractive~'' (hehehe, yeah, i wanna be one of the attractive one..XD )

i haven't cook much but this is it... ;)

japanese style dumpling,,i arrange it in flower..lol

tom yum!!

mee soup, with lots of vege and prawns and meat ball(homemade..;) )

my home style 炸酱面

korean pancake ( a.k.a chijimi )

japanese pancake, Osaka style ( a.k.a Okonomiyaki )

well, it think that's all..and tomorrow uni's gonna start..arggggg

2011 Spring.sem (year2) result

2011-09-13T13:23:00.022+09:00

the result was released today..and i was too nervous since last night that i din get much sleep..5 hours, i guess..

5S,1A,1B ,2C and 1F!!

and hell, i failed the maths again!

and i consider myself lucky actually..because there's 2 subject in which i thought that i was going to fail..but who knows, i got C for both sub..

i knew my GPA is going to be super low, so i decided to take the French. because it's quite easy to get S in languages~

i got all S in French last yr and this yr as well.

then for jpnese, i got A for all of them..gahahahahah

thanks to the French, i was able to lift the GPA, though it's just a bit..

GPA 2.53/4

haih,whenever i thought about the fact that i need to take the maths again for the 3rd time next yr, it really doesn't feel good.

jpnese style dumpling

2011-09-10T12:38:00.000+09:00

so, i was sooo free today that i decided to make jpnese style dumpling.
for chinese, we usually have 水饺 or 锅贴 but jpnese have their own style of cooking.
that is, first, you cook like 锅贴, then when it's half cooked, you add water to it and steam it for a while.
and that's it. simple!

let's see the result~TAADAAAA!

darn! i'm good! ;)

and it taste quite nice this time as well~
i think i'll make a good husband~ (SS mode-ON)

well, that's all for today~see ya guys

alcohol+emo

2011-09-09T00:57:00.000+09:00

i have no reason to be stress..
but i am..
oh..and i'm emo as well..and i donno why...

drinking korean liquor alone at home..
without knowing the alcohol percentage..
just keep drinking..and the body become really hot..
i guess i'm starting to get drunk...sigh...

alcohol....!!! ;)

my life is kinda pathetic, huh ? lol

paraglider

2011-08-13T08:38:00.000+09:00

my first paraglider experience~

get ready to fly~

flying up high!

it feels different when you shot the sky when you flying.

trees

my leg..heheh

other people flying~

view of the town from the sky

another view~

people behind me taking the photo

it really feels very nice~ try it dudes!

takoyaki!

2011-08-05T14:03:00.000+09:00

as mentioned on this blog, i've bought a takoyaki machine few days ago.
so i made takoyaki today!!
went out to buy those ingredients, and guess what..it rains when i'm on my way home!!!
but i'm not small gas so i didn't scold the sky..LOL

ok la..then when i'm home, i started to prepare and started my first takoyaki making~

maybe you can't see the octopus, but it's there! hehe

let it cook for few mins and turn it and turn it and turn it, till the shape is done~

2 failed..zzz

after it's cooked, just move it to a plate and add all those seaweed, sauce etc etc.

and it looks like this...

my first takoyaki.

it looks ok...but the taste...still can improve i think..

well, add oil next time! ;)

holiday mood

2011-08-04T23:27:00.036+09:00

after finishing all those tests and exams yesterday, i entered my holiday mood.
woke up at 12pm today, and online, listen to musics, etc etc.
then at 5 something, went to Umeda to shop for a while and had dinner at subway~

BLT ( Bacon Letuce Tomato) with extra veges ;)

then went to watch ~~hairy bottle~~ harry potter with mr.A.

tickets

really can't deny that it was a very well-made movie. but because i didn't finish the book, there are parts that i don't understand. hmmmmmm...either gonna read it online or buy the books...

reading it online will be free, but i won't be able to feel those book readings' feel..lol

while buying it will be so damn expensive ( i only want hardcover if i'm buying it ), but i can feel the syokness of actually having a book on your hand while you read it.

which one is better ler? aiyo...hard to decide..

mess

2011-08-03T22:45:00.000+09:00

tried to clean my room today as my mom is coming 2 weeks later, and so i took my clothes out from the closet...and it looks like that when i put on my bed...

this is about 80% of my clothes...@@

never thought i have this much clothes..and i bought some again today..haih...bai jia o..lol

online shopping...

2011-08-03T12:45:00.000+09:00

as the title stated, online shopping...yes..again...
this time, it's a takoyaki machine..it looks like this..

takoyaki~~~

wanted to try to make today but forgot that i haven't bought the gas bottle(?), and so, yeah..online, few clicks..and just wait till it reach here tomorrow or the day after tomorrow... ;)

will be posting the takoyaki's photo once i make it~!!! stay tuned..heheh

kai kai

2011-07-28T23:31:00.000+09:00

so my sis came here 2 days ago with a swedes~
and i finished my hardest exam of this sem today so we decided to pay our cousin a visit since it's been more the 2 years since my sis last meet them...

my cousin's wife made us a pizza~and that night, we went to have yakiniku(grilled meat) with my cousin's uncle (not blood related to me)~~

pizza!

but all of that is not the main point of my post today..can you see the title? there writes 'kai kai'..i'm sure no one knows what that means..because it's a name~LOL

my cousin's kid...consider my nephew~

this girl is not his mom, k? haha
she's my cousin's cousin.( not blood related to me as well)

ain't he cute?!?! omg...

hehe...cuki tangkap punya~he's looking at my food.

because of this little guy, for a period of time, i really wanted to have my own kid..ahhahahaha

he just reached 1 year old one week ago~and i wasn't be able to go to the party because of the stupid exam..sigh..

so happy to finally meet him again~i still remember things that happened when he's still few months old, and i visited their house. he keeps looking at me, the stranger uncle..haha,then suddenly he'll cry very loudly..after his dad and mom soothed him and he stopped crying, he'll turn to look at me again, then he'll cry again! that circulation never end till i leave their house..lol..we all found it amusing~and now that he's 1, he didn't cried when i saw him that day..he even let me carry him~~*sweet* ;)

i want my own baby~!! hehehehe

do you get this?

2011-07-25T19:28:00.001+09:00

it's first day of my exam..i made a 'special' breakfast..can you get what does it mean ?? haha

this is it

get it ? no?

it's actually a number 100..lol..i don't have sausage in my house so i used a chocolate..i know..

it's very stupid..ahhahahahahaha

earthquake, again!

2011-07-24T23:51:00.001+09:00

still remember i posted a post about earthquake last year? - omen

so history repeats again this year as well..though it was a very very minor earthquake, but i do feel it..and suddenly i feel so scare...as when i experienced my first earthquake during that time, i failed 2 subject..
i wonder how many subjects i will fail this sem..@@

earthquake info:
Date/Time : 24-7-2011 11:32pm
Events: minor earthquake ( M1)

my exam is on the next day..damn...
please don let me feel the earthquake every time i have exams, okay? ish

study time

2011-07-24T21:30:00.030+09:00

my exam is going to start tomorrow so you'll see me sticking in the lib during this period...@@ (yes, i'll only appear in the library during exam..)

the library is opened at 10am and there's already lots of people waiting outside the library, trying to get a nice place for their selves..me too of course~

peoples, peoples, peoples everywhere

get a dark and cool place, and started to study..but! too sleepy as it's still early in the morning..so....
it's time for mr.RB to come out of stage~!!!

TADAA!!! mr~~~~RED BULL!

it was my first time drinking REDBULL..and it doesn't taste bad..lol

so i studied for a whole 6 hours today..so confident with the paper tomorrow~

UPDATE: (25th July 2011 at 06:11pm)

i was too nervous during the exam and ended up doing at least 75% of the questions wrongly..so..sigh..next year, again? shit..to soi...

LION! roar~~

2011-07-21T22:15:00.000+09:00

LION, is also well known as the king of beasts..it has been a popular symbol of bravery, royalty, bla bla bla..DUH~everyone knows that..

so, today's topic, to be more precisely, is Mac OSX Lion~ha!
it's concept is easy to understand ----''Back to the Mac''
in which it is basically bringing the features on iOS back to the mac.

every mac users have been waiting for this update since last year~and finally! it was released yesterday.
i can't stop myself from buying it online (using mac app store) and install it to enjoy all those new features~

OS: Snow Leopard State: OSX Lion install in progress

after that....tadaaaa!!

Mac OSX Lion!! cool, huh?

and one of the new feature, call Launch Pad.

doesn't it look like an oversized iPad? LOL

really enjoy using Mac~ so let's convert to Mac, guys and girls~hahaha

new stuff, again..

2011-07-21T19:07:00.000+09:00

so, i bought something online AGAIN, yesterday and it was delivered few hours ago.

ok..a big box...

opened it, and can you see a D5100 written there?

yep. it's a DSLR, NIKON D5100 double zoom kit

it looks like this~

have been buying tons of things online recently..sigh...money ah~i want more money!!!

typhoon

2011-07-20T17:59:00.002+09:00

a typhoon alert had been issued this morning in Osaka so the morning classes were cancelled..
i didn't knew at all till ms.L happily told me that her class were cancelled..only that time that i realized that mine was cancelled as well..@@

despite knowing the lessons were cancelled, i went to uni to confirm that.

ok..confirm lesson cancelled..lol

so on my way home, i took a photo of the road in front of my uni..

it's usually crowded with people..but today..

and a shot of the sky as well..

typhoon??? really??? what i see is a damn nice weather.

so in the end, there were no typhoon today..LOL

09072011

2011-07-09T23:59:00.054+09:00

09072011, a day which should be remembered by all Malaysians.

malaysia is famous for having so many races living together in a country. but many people outside malaysia never knew that these peoples doesn't get along together very well, especially at the west-malaysia. malays don't go to chinese restaurant, and indians are like bad people to other races.
why? because of the government. they keep imparting the wrong concept to these people and thus the outcome.

but today, peoples of different races gathered and had a peaceful rally. with just one purpose, to call for free and fair elections in Malaysia.

and what they get was countless tear gas and water cannons. peoples got injured, one died. but they never gave up and continued the rally.

as a malaysian, it's a shame to admit, but indeed, malaysian government is corrupting.

with the news broadcasted, the whole world now knows about this shame of malaysia.
let's just hope that things will change through the near election.
i hope for a better malaysia.

indian day

2011-07-09T22:30:00.002+09:00

had lunch with ms.L again today~

it was indian. hmmm...

not so bad, but i like roti canai more....

indian...but no roti canai....:(

and this might be my last time going to this restaurant. because it's gonna close at end of this month..lol

short, but that's all for today. bye bye

长不大

2011-07-08T20:59:00.002+09:00

刚才打给我妈，告诉她我想去台湾玩。她就问我要多少钱。我说飞机票大概要RM1000,她说很贵，值得吗？我听了，就不爽，说，‘就知道你会这么说。’
她也没说什么，只说，‘等我明天回家了，再谈。’
我说了声‘嗯’，就挂了。

后来爸打电话给我，说我妈刚才在医院。那天外婆跌倒，缝了几针。今天本来是去裁线的,但检查了一下发现不够血，所以就入院了。这一来，我妈她又有很多事情要办了。很烦，所以刚才才没和我说太多。

这一听，整个人都傻了。
想想我刚才的态度，我果然还没长大。

我不会再这样了，对不起。

keys

2011-07-08T19:46:00.001+09:00

guess what..i was looking for my keys when i wanna go to uni this morning. but i can't find it on my table, my bed and it wasn't on the floor as well. then, i suddenly thought of a place in which there's a very big possibility that i've left my keys there, and so i went and have a look..

and *boom!* jackpot!

can you see a mickey mouse's head?lol

yes! i left the whole bunch of keys on the door..i'm so grateful that i'm at japan or else i think i would have lost everything.

guess

2011-07-05T20:06:00.003+09:00

okay~today, i'll have you, the blogreaders to guess something through 2 photos.

as a hint, it's originally from Australia. second, it's something to drink.ok. no more hint.

if you can guess what's is it (Q1) and what's wrong with it (Q2) just by looking at the first photo, you're good.
if you get that after looking at the second photo, you're okay~
and if you still don't get anything even after you looked at the second photo, you're bad....well, at guessing...hahahaah

''what am i? what happened to me?'' it said.

so, do you get it ???

No?

fine, here is the second photo.

so you get it now??

for those who don't get it, i'll just tell you the answer. his name is mr.milo.(A1) as a malaysian, i doubt you've never heard if it..

so, what actually happened ??

A2: i left it in the cupboard for like half a year, completely forgetting it. so it gets angry and solidifed itself to get it's revenge on me. lol

i wasted such a nice drink. smack me.

P.E.E.L

2011-07-04T21:43:00.001+09:00

as i've stated in this post, i was sunburned last week.

so i kept applying aloe vera gel on my hand to prevent the skin from being too dry..and it works!

however! i forgot to bring the gel to uni this morning, and the skin turned dry..and drier , and drier, and drier...

and my hand started to get itchy so i started to peel it...

let me present to you, my blogreaders~~~~

mr.......dead skin!

with the dead skin gone, on the same spot ( of course la..) , there reveals a brand-new layer of skin.
suddenly feel that biology is sooooooooooooo amazing!!!
gahahaahha....

lepak

2011-07-03T16:13:00.000+09:00

went window shopping at a place called Umeda（梅田）, where all the young people gather~
and i went alone... :(

took a photo from the overhead bridge.

timing not good..there's more people.

after lepak-ing for 2 hours, went to have my lunch, at Subway. it's been about half a year since i last ate it.

Subway Club Sandwich~~

then i bought a famous cheese cake which is only available at Kansai-area! it's cheap and delicious~

Rikuro's Cheese Cake

it's a must-buy if you come to Osaka~!

ありがとう

2011-07-02T00:01:00.001+09:00

thank you..really...

italian day

2011-06-28T22:47:00.000+09:00

it's Italian day today!
went to celebrate ms.L's (mentioned her in this post) 21st birthday which had passed 2 weeks ago~

start with a glass of beer and jpnese apricot sour

then we started to order~

pasta, pizza, salad, etc etc...

then order again..

pasta again, doria, smoked salmon, etc etc

the two of us ate more than 20 plates of food (including 2 pastas and 2 pizzas and 5 glasses of beverages)
and finally...

leftover!!

and usually we will be fined if there's too many leftovers so we divided the leftover pasta into many plates and let them collect every few minutes. the funny thing is both of us keep laughing all the way, till we almost throw up.so we have to calm down and not look at the pasta for few seconds. (it seems that the pasta are making us laugh..lol)

and after that we walked home and there ends today's activity.

sushi day

2011-06-27T22:16:00.001+09:00

outing day again today~and today's theme is SUSHI! my favourite japanese food.

ride my bicycle for about 30 mins to reach the restaurant~sweating all along..heheeh

the sushi restaurant, sushi-ro~~

well, as a foreign student, basically we won't go for the most expensive sushi restaurant, instead, we choose the cheapest.
ah, right..forgot to mention that i went with ms.K. i mentioned her in one of my post last time ( link here ) . because she's going back to m'sia in 2 months, so we plan to gather as much as we can before that~

i don't understand why i'm so cute..gahahah

and last one,

sushi-shot

tennis

2011-06-26T13:49:00.006+09:00

played tennis for the first time in my life~!

tennis court.

i, who've not been exercising for ages was sweating like a pig just now..gahahahhaha

i really should do more sports starting now.. :S

and right, i never knew that tennis racket is so damn expensive..the one my friend using, and he lent me as well, costs about 50000+円, which is roughly RM1900 each, EACH !!
the hand holding the racket only and i can feel some pressure...><

UPDATE: (26th June 2011 at 07:17pm)
very good. i think i got sunburned on both my hands.

sunburned hand compare to my beautiful leg.. :)

搏斗

2011-06-22T22:55:00.002+09:00

刚和一只蟑螂搏斗了一个小时多，结果被它跑了！(半死状态...)

胆大包天的它竟然跑上我床上撒野～！

惨了～现在它跑了，晚上再回来怎么办？@@

UPDATE: (23rd June 2011 at 01:35am)

i found it wandering again in my room and this time, i catch it with my hand ( not bare hand la of course..lol)

and~~~~i squeeze it! AHA! let's see this...

cockroach dead body.. :)

yay,i can sleep soundly tonight~~~lalllaalla..

fell

2011-06-14T20:34:00.000+09:00

sigh..slipped and fall on my back..luckily my backbone didn't broke..><

one year

2011-06-09T00:54:00.000+09:00

it's been exactly a year since i confessed to you..my first official confession..

though we didn't make it to a couple, we promised to be friends forever..

but we lost contact few months after that..

why? because i'm always the one who find you when i see you online, and you have to know, things can't be like that forever..

you'll lost all your friends eventually..

donno

2011-06-07T21:08:00.001+09:00

aiks..it's been a week since i last updated..again...==

had been a busy week...skipped more than half of my lessons and didn't sleep for 1 day..just to prepare my presentation~but luckily, i think everything's went well,so i hope i can get a S in this subject..hehehe

ah....and i really don't feel like studying laaaaaaaaa....*bang head*

overestimate

2011-05-28T17:13:00.002+09:00

i really thought it was for me when i saw it.

and it turns out to be not.

okay~i overestimated myself.

very very nice..well done,me! = =

ps: why today? and your reply, OUCH..

test day

2011-05-24T20:16:00.003+09:00

had a maths test this afternoon and i was watching india movie '3 idiots' last night and a thai movie name 'First Love(A little thing called love) ' this morning..= =
it's not that i'm so confident that i will get good marks so i did what i did. it's just that i can't find any, i mean ANY motivation when i study in my room...><
though i was so afraid that if i didn't pass the exam, i will most likely have to take the same course again, next year..for the 3rd time..but things doesn't turn out that way, it was a right decision! (i mean to watch movie insted of studying.. )

why? continue to read..

so the exam started at 4th period today. the 3rd period is also maths, but the lecturer continue to teach so we got a period to study (no one listen to him..he sucks). i've always sit in the 3rd row from the front so it's easier to concentrate during class (i always sleep in maths though..hehe), but today, i sat at the last 3rd row of the classroom~to do wat ler? CHEAT la! lol :P

usually if there's some important tests, the lecturer will have few TA (teacher assistant) or SA (student assistant) to help to supervise. but this uncle, he did not..so he supervise 100+ student alone, and only stand in front..(he did not move at all..). plus with the amount of students there, there's not enough space for us to sit with one space apart..so basically, we can just see our friends' answer if we turn our head like for 10˚ to right or left.. =)
most of us at the back were having open book test and i even discuss it with a stranger who sits next to me..while those who sits in front, most probably did it with their own ability... pity them...XD

oh and yeah..the questions are farrrrrrrr too easy as well...compare to my previous lecturer's tests..(though this time i also don't know how to do.) i'll show mr.H after he's done with his test tomorrow and i'm quite sure he will be very surprise and say something like '我靠！这是你们的test? 太简单了！'...

i don't know about others, but for people like me who doesn't like maths and physics, and hates bio, (except the chapter about reproduction..i still remember i proudly get 80+ for that chapter in junior 3... :P ) but is in science stream, this is just perfect..i just want to get a S in maths so i can improve my GPA so i think i should thank this dummy lecturer~~

well then, i gonna continue my work so that's it for today. thanks for readiing.. :)

what is love?

2011-05-22T10:47:00.005+09:00

photo taken from :
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/5/5d/Love_of_siam_poster.jpg

'the love of Siam', is a Thai romantic drama-film which was released on 2007. it's a multi-layered family drama, and the groundbreaking element of the story is a gay romance between two teenage boys. 「From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia」

GAY- when you hear about this word, please don't assume it's dirty. it's just a plain love story.

and compare to Brokeback Mountain, i think i like this storyline more...

for those who are interested in this movie, you can find tons of information about it if you search it in on the web. but don't read the plot if you want to have your own imagination.
you might as well get the meaning of true love when you finished the movie. a very touching one this is.

and this is the theme song~very nice!!

i strongly recommend you to watch it. well, at least i didn't regret watching it...

LOVE, huh? sigh

work/study ?

2011-05-18T22:20:00.001+09:00

as mentioned in my last few posts, i had been working quite hard since last week. today as well. finished my lesson at 12, finish my lunch in 10 mins and head straight to work till 8 (with an hour of rest time in between) .
i don't really feel tired, but my backbones kinda get sore easily these few days..is that a signal that my body is suffering? well..i don't know.
to me, compare to staying at home alone whole day, doing nothing, waiting, suffering.. i rather my backbone suffers. = =

when i was working today, a stuff asked me if i'm okay recently? i was like, 'huh?'
then i was told that they were worried of me neglecting my studies and keep on working..HAHAHA
it's very heartwarming you know, to know that someone actually cares about you, well, at least that was how i perceived it..since i don't know what they are thinking~

and i've been quite close with a china guy recently..will write about it when i'm free~

today is also my beloved sisters' birthday, so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, jiji~!!! <3 muacks~~~

寂寞

2011-05-17T22:21:00.001+09:00

emo o me..sigh

normal week

2011-05-16T23:06:00.000+09:00

well, again , it's been more than a week since my last update..

have been busy working last week, and will be too this week, and next week, and hopefully next next week as well..longest shift i've got this week is 7 and a half hours~that's good.i need to keep my brain busy..
and even i'm at home, i tried to appear offline like i always did last time.
it's not that anyone will find me in msn, so who cares ?

called apple this morning and spent most of my time waiting for my turn. total of about 53 minutes on call and there flies my RM100.. ><
got them to replace my current iMac with a new one since there's been a little yellow tint problem on this one~ new iMac on sunday~weeeeeee~~~

please give me a perfect iMac....thank you apple.

mother's day

2011-05-08T21:14:00.001+09:00

today is mother's day..

most people are happy, but remember, there are also people who's not..
of all my friends i know and is/was quite friend with me (at least i think so), i know 2 guys who had lost their mother..one while he's in primary 6, and one more's while he's 18 or 19..at such a young age and have to endure all those pain..it's painful.

today must be a tough day for them..though me myself had not experienced loss of someone close to me in my life, i know it's not easy. but there's one thing humans can never achieve, back to the past.
so, keep moving on, and share your burden with your friends, and to me. i'll always be there for you guys~

PS: if you guys did read this and feels uncomfortable, just speakup, i'll delete it.

dish

2011-05-06T23:58:00.000+09:00

invited two of my friends to have dinner at my home today..

well, we made wantan soup and steamboat.

wantan..

made wantan for the first time in my life..= =

quite easy to make, but well, practice make perfect..=)

it looks like this when it's cooked.

china menu..lol

and the thing so-call steamboat

steamboat??

and last, a group photo.

china guy, china girl, malaysian man

i-life part2

2011-05-06T23:30:00.000+09:00

continuing my i-life post from yesterday, i got my monster a brother today... don't worry, it's not an 21.5'' iMac..i don't have that much money to buy 2 desktop in 2 days..lol

it's a digital tuner with the name Capty TV Hi-Vision for Mac.

Capty TV Hi-Vision for Mac

i'm much of 'need'-ing it than 'want'-ing it since Japan's analog TV programme will end on Jun/July of this year.

content of it

connect it to the monster

and a few steps of setup, and~~~~~~~~~BOOM!!!

Mac TV ?? lol

with the 27'' screen and the HD digital tuner, my monster had just turned into a HD television..you can imagine....... :D

i-life

2011-05-05T16:03:00.003+09:00

in my 21st birthday post, ( link) i mentioned something about buying myself a present but i've put a hold on that..
but! on 3rd May 2011, one of the presents i was going to get myself got a refresh and i bought it without second thought. It's a.....

TADAAA~~!!! an 2011 iMac!!

it's a 27'' 2.7GHz Quad-Core i5 Sandy Bridge processor with HD6770M graphic card (512mb)~~

the unboxing process...

heart pumping so fast..lol

so, it was my birthday, again yesterday. well, chinese birthday. so i ordered it online yesterday morning and i'm now typing this post using it! see how fast is apple's delivery!!
though my dad wanted to give me as a present, but i refused and bought it using my own scholarship money in which i've saved for one year.. :D
i was thinking of getting the high end BTO 3.4GHz i7 with HD6970M graphic card (1gb) at first. but after 1 night of thinking and debating( in my mind), considering my needs, i pursuaded myself to go for the base 27'' as i don't need the best machine for now.

it cost me quite a ton but well, it's not that you buy a desktop every month, so..yep! it's worth it.
a friend of mine, mr.D, whom i consulted with in which one to buy reminded me to save some money and buy my parents some presents...awh...so thoughful of him..haha..but don't worry..i still have money left after buying this monster. :P
this computer will be my 3rd computer in my life. first a 14.1'' Sony VAIO, then a 15.6'' Toshiba Dynabook (in which i hate it) and this, 27'' Apple iMac !! the screen is only getting bigger and it's a good thing~~hehe

and oh! i bought it when Apple's doing a campaign so i get a free 8gb ipod touch as well. i don't need it so i'll sell it anyway.

just a simple snap of it.

sure i didn't forget to buy myself a magic trackpad. here you go~

''RM250+ for this stupid piece of aluminium?'' you say!! oh well, to me, it's worth it! haha

with everything unboxed, it looks like this.

cool, huh?

i can only say: ''though he's not the high end model, but this thing is a MONSTER! (considering the size, speed..bla bla bla)''

well well well, many new things to learn from now on~

PS: happy chinese birthday to my sis, and mr.E in germany..=)

'what you think of me' survey

2011-04-29T23:56:00.006+09:00

today i'm gonna do a survey about 'what you think of me' !!
(generally or personality..anything you wanna say about me is fine~)

for people who knows me and is viewing my blog, please do me a favour by answering it. It might be my future reference.

simply copy stuffs below and key in your answer.

Name : (don't have to be true name,as long as i know it's okay)
Years we know each other : (if you remember)
My thoughts : (just be frank, and INCLUDE those negatives one as well,do not be afraid of hurting my feelings..and of course our friendship won't change because of what you write~)

bear in mind, people improve by improving the aspect that aren't matured.
thanks a lot for your help~!

PS: thanks for those who had responded to this survey. But, please give me more negative part that you thought of me. i'm sure you've got something to say about that!! (updated on 1st May 2011 at 09:43pm)

new age, new look?

2011-04-27T21:03:00.000+09:00

had a hair cut today..no big difference though..= =

when you're lack of love for a period of time, then you'll become like me..one word :

帅！

lol

ps: just click the close button at the right-upper side of your screen if you cannot bear it anymore..:D

21

2011-04-26T23:50:00.004+09:00

oh my, there's always things happening on my birthday...the great me who's never get to the wrong classroom went into a classroom this afternoon, slept for 30 minutes only then i realize that i was in the wrong place... damn! luckily it was still recess time or else i'll die of embarressment...

leave that aside, I am officially a 21 year old man starting today!
I feel weird, I wanted to stay at a younger age, but i wanna grow at the same time too..lol

though i don't crave for presents, but i am happy when i receive one. and i got my first 21 year old present from ms.C, on 10th February. it was a handmade scarf~ :D
then i got my second present from my family, on 15th February. they held a party for me when i was back in Malaysia. just invited few of my friends, and we had very much fun that night.
frankly speaking, the third present was quite a surprise. i received it on 23rd April, from ms.S. i was expecting a greeting card since it's from UK, but instead, i received a cufflink!! which will be a very useful accessory for a guy so man like me...lol..(i am SS-ing..don puke.)
next, i received two presents from ms.Z! one is a hug, which is virtual, and the other one is a blogpost especially for me..it's very heart warming..=)
can't continue elaborating like this or the post is gonna have no end..(i din got much present, just that i'll elaborate it as long as i can..lol)

though it's my birthday today, i went to uni as usual, and worked, and then attended a 3 hours dinner in which i just came back home 5 minutes ago..(went to celebrate with ms.L and her mother..lol..nono.. should say they celebrate for me..hehe)

they treated me with yakitori, then bought me a cake, and also gave me some food and spices from Malaysia..(aunty went back their home just to take those for me, then she went to buy the cake then come back to where we were having dinner...*touching*)

As for myself, i'm still wondering which present i should get. an iMac? or laser my eyes to get rid of the spectacle? or bungee jump/sky dive?? though any one of them will cost me quite a ton. well then, i'll hold it for now i think....

and i've also did something new this year. a testamentary letter, for my family. some of you might think: ''what the hell??'', but the reason of me writing the letter, it's not because i'm sick and disappointed of the world and gonna kill myself or what. it's just that when you're living alone at a foreign country, you don't know what will happen to you the next second. and i'm afraid i won't have the chance to say my last word to my family, so just in case, i wrote it and passed it to a friend of mine whom i trust. shall anything bad happen to me, she'll do the rest for me..=D
i'm a weird dude, huh ?

anyways, thank you, everyone! for the greetings, for the presents, for everything!!

UPDATE: (28th April 2011 at 10:11pm)

so my godparents invited me to dinner tonight, just to help me celebrate my birthday,which ended 2 days ago~we met at a cafe far away from my uni and i have to take a 45 minutes train just to reach there..then when i saw them, i was quite surprised. because there sits 3 more person i've never met..''might be their friends..'' i think..then i just went to them..and just when i sat down, the woman whom i've never met, hand a bunch of flower to me, and said ''Happy Birthday!!''..i was like..''er..thx...''..lol..then they introduced each other and we chit chatted a bit before dinner~
and the main part came last..

when we finished our dinner, my foster dad said, ''it's time to eat cake, aye?'' THEN!!! birthday song started to be played through the cafe's speaker...OMH..i hang there and donno what to do..to me,it's very to soi..lol..but they are really kind ppl..hahahaah..then nothing much happened, just eat the cake( the cake is kinda special, it comes with green tea cake, some mochi, and ice cream) and chit chat....then we ended the party after 2 and a half hours...i know the ending is soooooo cold..lol..but nvm la..ending is not important..haha

i still have people to celebrate for me..i need to be thankful~ ;D

salary

2011-04-25T21:24:00.000+09:00

it's the last day of my 20 year old life today.

and i did receive a surprise..that is...i got my first salary!!! yay!!!

i actually never expected that i would get salary for attending basic training of my coming-part-time.
BUT, they did pay us~~lol
it's not a big amount, but it means quite a lot to me.

being treated like a king (at least i feel so) in my house, i never work..(i did ''worked'' for a month at a friend of mine, mr.B's dad's shop for one month long time ago. but i don't think of that as a real work, because they treated me like i'm their son, not their worker..which is not a good thing because if you work at other places, for sure you won't be treated that way..but i appreciate that very much..they really are like my second family to me.)

and for the 2 years living at Japan, my dad didn't want me to work as well. so, i ended up doing nothing.
but things changed when i decided to work last year. my family didn't object, provided i know what i am doing. and now, i finally started my part-time and got my first salary~~

i am so damn happy today..hehehe

drunk

2011-04-23T19:09:00.000+09:00

*buzz* *buzz* *buzz*
i was awaken by the annoying vibrating sound of my alarm this morning at 07:40am.
and when i get off my bed, i was like '' holy shit! what the fuck happened in my room?! ''

guess what, a box i placed beside my bed is crushed, my notes are all over the floor, my drafting triangles (ruler) are broken into pieces, lights are on, laptop is running as well.
if you think burglary happened, then it's wrong.

i was simply drunk last night.

the reason of me drinking though i'm having class today? simple. it was ms.K's birthday yesterday.
being more drunk than the time when i was at Australia, i finally experienced one of the famous effect of drinking - memory loss. the last thing i remember was drinking, and the next thing i know, i was awaken by the stupid alarm as mentioned above. i didn't even have the memory of walking down the super steep stairs of the cafe, let alone knowing how i was able to get home without being hit by a car..

then i look at my clothes.(luckily i still have my clothes on..heheh) still the one i wore yesterday. that means i didn't bath..eeww...WAIT! something's wrong here. i look down and i saw something attached on my pants..VOMIT!! oh my hell!!
there are more on my clothes, then on the floor, covering my notes as well...it was a total mess!!
i flew to the toilet just to make sure no one is in my room..if i saw a girl coming out from my toilet, naked, then DOOM..i might become a dad soon..lol..but luckily, no one was there. i was all alone. i was even shocked when i went into the bathroom and found out that one of my cleansing foam was sleeping inside the toilet bowl. i must have went into the toilet last night. damn it!

i took my time and cleaned the mess, then bath, and be ready for uni. YES!! i got 2 fucking lessons today!
i was so hungry but i could not eat anything, because i know what will happen. so i decided to drink some water. and woolala, 5 seconds after i finished it, i puked..what the hell? hangover?
so i ended up sleeping in one of the classes and went to my part-time after that. and i get myself a piece of bread for my bruner ( breakfast+lunch+dinner ) now while typing this post. it was a terrible day.

sigh. i don wan't to experience this anymore.

suicide

2011-04-21T23:52:00.005+09:00

let's start with a pic..

for your information, it's not some fucking tomato sauce.
i accidentally cut my finger when i was dishwashing.
(yes,it's dishwashing...= =)

the smell of the blood made me think of the term 'suicide'.

committing suicide, an action i won't deny i've thought of doing. wheather it's in the past, or the present..
however, maybe because of me being a coward, i was never able to do that.
and that's great, thanks to that, i am still able to enjoy this life till today.
i appreciate it.

for those who are concerned, well well, just because i started this topic doesn't mean that i'm going to commit suicide few hours later. so don't worry about it.

‎''life'' is no longer ''life'' if everthing goes as you wish...and i'm living my life now..(・８・)

2011-04-20T21:45:00.004+09:00

so i finished my part-time today at 8pm, 3rd day in a row i have work till so late. but it's only 4 hours per day, so no big deal. i am still as energetic as always.

there's a couple of reasons i work so hard lately.
1. i wanna keep my brain busy so that i won't keep thinking ( for those who know what i mean, you know, for those who don't, let it be )
2. i don't want to be at home alone..
3. i LOVE money, so i'm going to earn as much as i can and keep it somewhere safe for my future use.

every guy have a dream, to buy a car! (maybe not all guys, 99% )
not perodua myvi, not proton saga, but something sporty,something eye-catching.
and i aim for the god of sports car, Lamborghini. me myself prefer Lamborghini than Ferrari.

photo taken from : http://www.lamborghini.com/

BUT! it's just an aim. i don't think i'm gonna buy it even i have the money. because i'm a realistic guy, not a materialist. money does matter to me, but i would like to use it in a better way, investment (not in terms of stock) , businesses etc etc.

one of my dream is to find my other half and settle down before 27, which is about 6 yrs from now. so i'm in a hurry..lol

all above are base on one assumption, that is :

If i have a future, and tons of moneys.

erm...now that i realize things above are so unrelated to the topic,so let's get back to the main topic..as the title said, life is not easy. things doesn't went well since end of last month, and i'm trying to get everthing back to normal before i'm 1 year older. so....sigh....

cherry blossom viewing

2011-04-10T18:11:00.020+09:00

Firstly, i'm gonna introduce 3 friends of mine today before starting my story.

candidate ①, mr.A . a malay who's going to turn 25 this year. humorous guy who's very popular among young women (i confirmed it with my own eyes..;D ). he is very smart as well. graduated from the best uni of japan in science. Tokyo Institute of Technology and is pursuing his master at Osaka Uni a.k.a Handai currently.

candidate ②, ms.K . a malaysian chinese from ipoh who studies at Kansai Uni a.k.a Kandai as exchange student. has a sunny and cheerful personality and kinda humorous as well..i think of her as my sis.hhehe

candidate ③, ms.L . a half of malaysian chinese and japanese. i think she's quite a beauty..XD..got to know her when i was studying at Japanese Language School. (FYI, she didn't study japanese there.she studied basic subject such as maths and biology ) she's starting her first year in Handai, majoring in medicine, tomorrow. a super smart girl.

so, let's start the story!!

*warning**it's gonna be LONG**warning*

i woke up at 8 this morning knowing that i'm those type of guy who's going to take quite some time before ready to go out.ate my breakfast and tried a lot of shirts, just for this cherry blossom viewing ( i'll just use c.b.v from here onwards ) event. i finally went with a green parka, a light brown pants, a light green converse shoes and a big green bag. i am so GREEN today u know..i nearly thought i am helping to spread the term ''ECO''.. :)
i even put on perfume and use hair wax.though it doesn't went well with the wax..=(

it's nearly 10 (we are supposed to gather with others at 10:30 at the next station of where we are living ) when i finished preparing so i went to ring my neighbour,mr.A's bell. he could heard me shutting my door so he unlocked his. he was not prepared so i waited him for 3 mins and we're off to buy some stuff before going there.

we finished our shopping at 10:15 and was waiting for ms.L who's suppose to meet with us at 10:10..well, she did told me she might be late, so ok la..haha..at last, we know we won't be in time if we walk to the next station so we decided to ride from the station near our house. since we changed our meeting place,it's for sure i have to phone ms.L and tell her.but she was not answering my call!! (+_+)..so i ran here and there searching for her..and during that time, i met ms.K, who's also going to the c.b.v. event though she'll be late because she just came back from M'sia this morning at 8 something..she was carrying her luggage back to her dorm when i met her..gahahah..so she left in hurry and i continued my searching. 10mins passed but ms.L still hadn't show up, and i was kinda worried if we can't catch the train..but thank Hades, she came in the nick of time! and we managed to meet each other on the train! =) i had the urge to hug her that time, because i haven't seen her in more than one year, when she's pursuing her studies at Canada..T.T..but of course, i din't la..~~i am a chicken..~~

and guess what, she was late because she left her highball ( an alcoholic drink of liquor mixed with soda ) at her home so she went back to take! LOL

oh ya, i forget to mention, all 4 of us, live very near to each other. nice right? (thanks Kandai and Handai's campus for being so near to each other~ )

so we ride on the train and went to the 'destination', in which i did not confirm beforehand..(my fault..>.< ) so we ended up going to a wrong place..hhahaha..though we manage to go back to the 'real destination' after that, it's already 11:50, and so we hurried to the park in which the c.b.v event take place, and one thing, none of use know where are the others because i don't know them, and for sure mr.A and ms.L won't know because i was the one who invited them..lol..the one who invited me was ms.K, and her phone's battery died out beforehand. sigh.somehow, we managed to locate the park and went there smoothly..;D

and LUCKILY, ms.K messaged me that time telling me she'd just arrived when we were buying our lunch..woohoo!! so we ended up meeting ms.K and two of her japanese friends and we went to find the others, together.

finally we met them and we just sit down and started to enjoy the c.b.v. .ms.L and me, both of us drank highball..~~i am an alcoholic..~~while mr.A and ms.K drank tea and juice. they kinda introduced us to each other and we chit-chatted for a while before ms.L suggest that we go and take some photos. and so, we did! while mr.A was busy ~~flirting~~ playing with girls during that time so i had to call him on his phone to turn his attention to us..and only during that time that i realize that he is such popular among young women.damn it..how come i am not? darn..lol..i am so bad~~after we took some photos, we started to play badminton, in which i was called 'uncle' for whatever-reason..hahaha..and i kinda damaged the grip of the rackets mr.A had brought..gahahaha..of course i did compensate him despite him saying no need..=) this is who i am!

after enjoying the event, the 3 of us, excluding ms.K, left at 13:30. mr.A headed to another c.b.v event, ms.L went for some shopping while i went to visit a site of my coming archi. design project.i was late for 40 mins on the date with few of my colleague, in which we planned to visit the site together..= = not gonna elaborate much about that because this post is already too long..i just took some photos and walk around the park which is located behind the site, well, to know the environment. and 3 of them left early, while the 3 remainder, including myself, went to MOS burger..(my first time...i ordered fish fillet burger...it was indeed, delicious! )

went home after that and i'm really tired today. but i had fun. thanks. everyone.

starting a new year, turning a new leaf

2011-04-05T19:41:00.010+09:00

it's me again...though i said i won't be updating this blog so frequently, but here i am..updating again~~

today is the first day of school, and that also means that i started my part-time job today. the head of department, who's a 60 something old geezer, is nice to me..but he's kinda creepy..and a bit erotic..maybe? as he always stand so near with those other female staffs and flirt (?? i donno if i used the right word ) with them ( no physical contact though..don't think too much..LOL )..so i finished my 1st part-time job after 1 and a half hour and went home. and you know, i didn't realize that i'm no longer a freshman but a sophomore until i'm on my way home...it seems that my brain is still not working normally after having a 2 months holiday..well, who cares? :)

and and and, i can't believe that i've forgotten the anniversary of me reaching Japan, which is 03/04/2009..i won't forget it..well,i did forget..but i remember it now..so, ok la..

Happy Belated 2nd Anniversary to me!!

time really flies, and i'm starting my 3rd year here now..of course i'm gonna do my best in my studies, and try to change myself,well physically as well as mentally, and grow !!

wish me luck ,dudes ! :D

days without school

2011-04-04T22:22:00.014+09:00

well well, it's been 3 days since my last update..and yeah, i think i won't be able to update it as frequent as i want since uni is gonna start again TOMORROW!! yay! kinda boring when i'm home these few days..just staring at the computer, waiting for messages which had never came, read some mangas, surf facebook, watch some variety show and sleep.i think that's what i've done in these past few days when i'm at home. boring, right? :\

oh ya, luckily i was hired as a Student Assistant a.k.a SA in my uni starting this sem ,well as a part-time it does help me kill some time and earn some money. killing two birds with one stone. nice! lol..i attended the basic training on 28th and 30th March and managed to learn some new things there, though i haven't got chance to know new friends, yet..sigh.. :S

on 1st April, which is April Fool, i went to uni again and this time, for the advance training ( just for 2 hours though ) of my coming job..when i'm done, i went to the International Division of my uni to submit the report for the scholarship i'm receiving ( they need us to write a report and also submit our transcript every year ). BUT, i was told that the content i wrote was not enough.i need to elaborate more on my studies and thus, i start writing again,sitting alone in the meeting room...it took me a whole 2 hours to add 3 more paragraphs on to the report so when i am done, it's already 2:30pm..and i haven't eat a bit. but i've got no choice but to rush to my foster parent's home because i've promised them that i would pay them a visit that day. so when i reach their house,we chit-chatted for a while and when they know that i haven't ate my lunch, they started preparing dinner, and it was 4 something that time..= =..appreciate appreciate...thx mom and dad ( i call them mom and dad too..oh yeah..i haven't intro-ed them yet..there are 3 members in their family, mom ,dad and a 9 yr old kid..and they are Hong Kongers..LOL )..to my surprise, they prepared shark fin, sea cucumbers, beef steak, super size scallops, and prawns! high class, huh..they told me they prepared those because i was going..WAH!! such an honour!! gahhahha..(oh ya. forget to mention, the dad is a chef ) so i spent most of my time there that day and went home at 8 something..it was a really tired day..;)

the next day, i went to uni again, for the purpose of supervising an academic examination. went to uni at 9 something and kept working till 4..a total of 6 and a half hour including half an hour recess time. was standing for like 4 or 5 hours straight while proctoring . kinda tired, physically..but enjoyed it as well, mentally..why say so? if you ask. because it's fun observing those students!! ( i wanna clarify first..i am not a HENTAI, k ? ) and our department even included a bento as our lunch~how thoughtful of them! i love my uni! hahha.. good thing i enjoyed my saturday as well..now u know how boring i really am..= =

so i had the same boring Sunday like i use to...so,nothing much to write about.

and today, i went to uni with my classmate, in which she's a china girl who's 5 years elder than me i think...,to submit the 'reduction of annual tuition fee form'..hahha..then we went to the old book store to find some books and we went 'shopping' in the 100yen shop for almost an hour..damn long right ? hahaha..( FYI, i am not interested in that girl because first, she got a boyfriend who's staying with her in Japan as well, a china guy la..second, she's elder than me..so, no thanks..third, this is not discrimination, but i don't think i'm gonna marry a china girl..hmmm ) so i bought quite a lot of stuffs..all cleaning equipments..(my room was sooooooo dusty and dirty and messy ..LOL )...after that,she went to fetch her boyfriend while i went to buy some veges and head straight home..and here i am, at my super small room from 4pm till now, 11:40pm.. !!

well,of course during that time , i cooked and cleaned my room..( it's clean now! ) and............i discovered a quite interesting manga, 青の祓魔師(Ao no Exorcist)!! read it guys, if you have time..=)

i think that's all for today..this post is kinda long, but bear with it..since you don't have much chance to see me bla so many things..HEHE

PS: actually i kinda feel disappointed as i realize not much people is reading my blog(that includes you, E..sigh ). i guess i'm not popular enough..hmm...nvm la..lol

LIES

2011-03-28T01:03:00.006+09:00

「lies will never stay hidden.」 i just realize that.. E, i'm sorry for lying since the day we met. you might think that ALL of these is a lie. but i do hope you can trust me that beside the S thing that i created, others are all from my heart..they are real. sorry for not thinking about your feelings. i want you to know that hurting you is the last thing i would like to do, though in this case, i've already hurt you.and i do know that ''sorry'' is useless at this point, but still i'm very sorry.

MALAYSIA ー> JAPAN

2011-03-24T16:22:00.002+09:00

oh my Hades, i still feel like puke-ing now...

and today's my last day in M'sia. yes!i can stop myself from continuing to rot..lalalala

had my last drive just now, just to Damai..ate Chi Cheong Fun, Tuaran Mee and drank teh-c..made me even wanna puke more...sigh..

next will be years from now..maybe..i will miss driving here!

Carlsberg

2011-03-23T22:05:00.009+09:00

Currently on my 3rd tin of beer..it's nice to have some beer once in a while you know...

two purposes on drinking tonight:

1.to enjoy the taste of beer which is not commonly found in Japan.
2.to get myself DRUNK.

update(11:28pm): went to puke when having my 6th..oh..i need to be stronger

update2(11:40pm): went to puke again! i'm kinda sober now...LOL

update3(11:58pm):again! third times..fucking beer

update4(12:29am):fourth times! i'm gonna kill myself..=(

ショック

2011-03-22T14:49:00.002+09:00

"お前がここに居ないと私は楽だ！"と言われたら、ショックだった......

あの人にとって、俺は邪魔の存在に過ぎない...か？

情けない！

2010 year 1 result

2011-03-15T09:44:00.002+09:00

2010 Spring Sem. (year 1) result:

3S,8A,2B and 2F!!

GPA 2.57/4

2010 Autumn Sem. (year 1) result:

3S, 5A, 2B,1C and 3F!!!

GPA 2.15/4

TGPA 2010: 2.37/4

bad bad bad.....omg................

D2D

2011-01-22T22:41:00.003+09:00

i wanna talk to someone, but no one wants to talk to me..

i wanna chat with someone, but the someone never online..

it's like falling from disappoint to despair...

i told myself not to think too much, but i can't do it..

i won't say "god bless me" because i'm not a christian..

i just hope everything will be fine.

2011

2011-01-01T09:19:00.001+09:00

A new start......

2010

2010-12-31T17:30:00.002+09:00

the last day of 2010.

lonely christmas

2010-12-25T20:58:00.002+09:00

WOW, great~!!

no one greeted me Merry Christmas besides those whom i greeted them first..

i don't know what to expect anymore.

maybe this is it.

......

2010-12-09T19:29:00.002+09:00

you have to know, it's easy to heal from a knife wound but it's not easy to heal a broken heart.

停・止

2010-12-09T17:21:00.001+09:00

在第五个年头前，将一切都忘掉......

*TIME FREEZE*

big mouth

2010-12-01T08:31:00.000+09:00

i wish i hadn't said that..

it ruins everything!!EVERYTHING!!!

song of the month

2010-11-12T20:16:00.009+09:00

again it's been more than a month since i last update this little baby.. (=.+)
well, since i don't have much to write right now so i'm just going to intro you "song of the month" of mine...

sorry that i loved you by Anthony Neely

For all of the times that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

・

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

・

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

・

And I'm so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that thaught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

・

For giving you everything that you dreamed

For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time

・

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

・

An apology now after all of this time

Won't make any difference tonight

But I'm hoping "I'm sorry" will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

the rhythms are really nice ( well, it suits me ) and the lyrics are very touching ..it's a sad song though...hmmmm...

karaoke ? whatever

2010-10-09T01:34:00.005+09:00

ok..just back from drinking and karaoke-ing with 2 friends ( yes, i mentioned karaoke..whatever.. )

i got this hell score in the karaoke :

1. 心跳 23% (WTF?)
2. I Don't Want to Miss A Thing 59%
3. We Are the World 63%

haha..great experience for me though..LOL...

*p/s: harada and uneme, thanks for paying the teksi fare..=D

B.O.R.I.N.G

2010-09-25T21:20:00.003+09:00

working on a report currently..kinda boring so i decided to update this blog~

got my 1st sem result when i was at Thai..
kinda shocked when i found out one of the sub in which i attended everytime and also passed up all the homeworks only get a "B"..damn the stupid old man..LOL
but i can't do anything since i need to go directly to the office if i wanna appeal..Arggg....= =
just let it be then...

others are still ok..but not good enough..
3S,8A,2B,and 2F(ah~!! damn it.MATHS....) ;'(

gotta work hard now...off i go then~!

australia trip

2010-08-31T23:34:00.003+09:00

back from Aus 3 hrs ago.

21st of July - when me and my family came out from the arriving hall in Brisbane, there stands the big man, Bong, waiting for us..HEHE..our first meeting after about one and a half year~woohoo..so happy.LOL

spent 2 days there with him and my sis's friends and on the 23rd, there we go, our next destination, Melbourne. there, i met a primary school friend, Wai Mun and had some drinks in a bar, of course, with a bunch of sis's friends too..=)

26th of July - Sydney. Nothing really impressed me there. maybe it's because i didn't met any friends there? i dont know.

28th of July - back to Brisbane and here we come, GOLD COAST~!!
and the most unforgetable experience i had was at Dreamworld.
i was able to ride 5 of the 6 most thrill rides in it. as one of the ride was under maintainence and so not open for ride that day..T.T

1. MICK DOOHAN'S MOTOCOASTER
2. THE CLAW
3. WIPEOUT
4. THE CYCLONE
5. THE GIANT DROP
6. TOWER OF TERROR

and out of the 5 i had ridden, the one i recommend mostly is THE GIANT DROP. as the excitement and exhilaration of falling 119 meters ( 39 storeys) with a max speed of 135km/h and still staying alive is not something we can experience in out daily life.

but of course, the other rides were all not bad. but not exciting enough..=(
next is TOWER OF TERROR, and BUNGEE JUMP~~!!!!

omen..

2010-07-21T06:37:00.003+09:00

Date/Time : 21-7-2010 6:19am
Events: minor earthquake ( M2)

today is my very first day of exam and i experienced my first earthquake in my life.
what's the omen ???

a pile of shit

2010-07-12T17:40:00.006+09:00

i realize that my life is even worse than a pile of shit these days..

yes, if it's not worse than that..

i don't have motivations to study.

i can't get good results.

i disappoint my parents.

i disappoint myself.

and i don't know if i disappoint my friends.

i sleep for an hour or two per day these few days.

and i sleep on class today.

if i were given a chance to do anything i want, i will either choose to kill myself or to kill a guy outside(anyone is fine) and get myself into the prison.

i don't want this kind of life.really...

后悔

2010-07-12T17:20:00.002+09:00

我唯一后悔来日本学建筑的理由是--要学很深的力学（物理）和微积分（数学）。。T.T

PS: 这都怪日本地震多

thx..

2010-07-08T21:39:00.002+09:00

thanks for allowing me to bother you..thx..i always feel better after chatting with you..HEHE..=)

Code..

2010-07-04T18:43:00.002+09:00

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9.1122312519.239198.208120.9.113.2085.15145.
22120.914.61320.92713.141520.
9.3114.1144.9271212.231920.

生活法则...

2010-07-01T21:04:00.002+09:00

1. 记着开心的事，因为那让我开心。
2. 记着不开心的事，因为那是经验。

LIFE..

2010-06-27T15:21:00.003+09:00

my heart is still beating..but it doesn't belongs to me anymore...
i can and i'll wait..=)

art...

2010-06-22T18:17:00.005+09:00

when i was drawing just now, this ant gets in my way so i "punished" it..

THIS IS ART~!!! =)

group chat..

2010-06-21T00:20:00.003+09:00

woohooo!!! it'd been some time since i last had so much fun~~
a nearly 4 hours group chat ??? oh!! it's......FUN....muhahahahahaah
although there were some who couldn't join because of some reasons, i do hope that there is one day we can do group chat, then meet up, and then i've tons of plans waiting..well, we'll just need to accomplish it one by one..=)
hope to see you guys very soon and thx guys, for today !!

WASLCCC,万歳万歳！！！

hmm......

2010-06-19T22:48:00.001+09:00

can you find the funny part ??? =)

fuck you, landlady!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-17T19:39:00.006+09:00

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the fuck do you think you are ???
don't you think you can get away so easily when you've offended me..
just be ready, you fucking old woman..!!!!!!

PS: sorry for being rude today..

cry..

2010-06-13T21:49:00.001+09:00

i made a girl cry today....T.T

today is yet a fucking day..

2010-06-11T16:36:00.005+09:00

It's Friday, and as usual i have French and Japanese language lessons ..
with the stupid brain of mine, i've forgotten to bring French's textbook..
however, i was not scolded because in university, nothing will happen even if you've forgotten your books..( plus the professor din't realize i din't bring my textbook..LOL.. )
OKAY..then after that..i was waiting at the canteen as there is one period ( about one and a half hour ) free between the lessons..
20 minutes before the last lesson begins, my friend called me and told me that the lesson was cancelled because the teacher was sick..= = FUxK..
luckily i was reading comics with my friends during the free time, if i was just there to kill the time till the last period, i think i i will kill people now..

what a fucking day...= =''
最悪やぁ,クソ!!

the resurrection of DEVIL's blog

2010-06-08T16:35:00.003+09:00

This blog was abandoned by me for about one and a half year. And now i've decided to bring it back to life and will fully make use of it..

theGreat Wee's first completed project..LOL!

2010-06-08T16:32:00.003+09:00

　　　光の教会

It took me two days to complete it!! HOLYCROW..= =

PS: THIS WAS NOT DESIGNED BY ME..THIS CHURCH IS LOCATED AT OSAKA.DESIGNED BY TADAO ANDO.

再见了。。。

2009-02-17T11:19:00.008+09:00

今天，你即将离开这里了。但我没去送你，因为我知道。。。。。要我看到那个场景，会很痛！

PS: I've been thinking if it's better to delete this post as it'll soon be open for all. Although you might read it, but at last i've decided not to delete it, as this is part of my life experience, as well as memory. In case you read this and feels bad,i'm sorry , please just forget about it. But if you wanna know the details, i think i'll be able to tell you. I just hope this will not be a nuisance to you..and please promise me one thing : whatever happens, friends forever! Ciaoz~
(updated on 8th June 2010 at 12:51am)

Graduate~

2008-11-08T15:03:00.002+09:00

08/11/08，是沙巴崇正中学第35届毕业典礼。

班上的同学，七早八早就在拍照，乱乱拍，死命拍。拍到Steven 的照相机不知为何“脑震荡”。= =
穿上毕业袍，拿了毕业证书，我毕业了！

First Compound

2008-10-14T11:51:00.003+09:00

This is the first compound i've ever received throughout my driving career...For parking at a wrong place at the wrong time..

I think the number "4" really doesn't bring good luck to me..As...

04/12/2007---car kiss
14/10/2008---car compound

24/08/2009---what will happen to me ???

我的家庭

2008-09-16T20:58:00.012+09:00

某天~黄淙暐的老师~在课堂上出习题~

作文名称：我的家庭

我出生在一个非常贫苦的家庭，记得小时候，爸爸的生活很无聊，整天只能数钱，妈妈也是，整天都在扫钱。

我家住在深山中，每次要出去买东西，都相当麻烦，开保时捷要5小时，开宾士也要4小时；虽然家里有直升机，但是开到那边很难找到停机位，相当的不方便。

我偶尔也会出去逛街，爸妈怕我被绑架，随身有20多个保镳保护着，大家看到我都吓跑了，所以我从小就开始被排斥......因为家里是在深山，每次到了冬天都非常冷，爸爸也说，出去买东西很麻烦，所以冬天没有暖炉...没有棉被...每天只能陪着爸妈烧钱取暖...而睡觉的时候，也只能盖着钱睡觉(我觉得英镑比较温暖) 。

记得小时候，有一次，因为房间太大，还来不及跑出房间，就尿裤子了。所以，爸爸在我房间放了一台小绵羊机车，好让我能在10分钟以内，冲出1000坪的房间，穿越5公里的走廊，到达800坪的厕所(我常常在走廊迷路) 。
　

爸爸又另外叫人加盖了20间600坪里面有着250坪小厕所的破房间。爸爸说：以后如果尿湿了，直接换房间，如果房间不够或是太小的话，再告诉爸爸，爸爸再叫人来多盖几间，我们的生活很辛苦，你要忍着点！！

现在想起来，爸爸真是个善良的人！！　

还记得有一次，家里遭小偷，因为他用炸药炸坏了我爸的保险箱，使得里面的金币不断的往外滚出来，结果竟把那个小偷压死了......我觉得那个小偷好可怜......金币压死人是很痛的!!他不像之前那个被钞票闷死的小偷一样幸运。

妈妈也常常告诉我，我们家生活非常困苦～要我学着吃苦～

所以我从小养成了刻苦耐劳精神，我将来的志愿，是要找200只会吃钱的怪物，好把家里的钱都吃光，为那些可怜的小偷报仇！！

嘉义市兰潭国小六年一班黄淙暐

老师评语：去死啦！

MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2

2008-09-01T20:24:00.005+09:00

Well, today is the first day of September 2008..Time flies..That's all i can say..Without knowing, eight months had passed..Today, a group of 8 people went to 1 Borneo for a movie -- Money Not Enough 2 .

We reached 1 Borneo at 10am, and walk around in the building without knowing what to do. Later we went to "Boo Boo Land" for games..Well, that place was crowded with kids and it's kinda weird for some 18 year old boys and girls in there. We played some games there and found it quite boring. So, after finishing the games, we went to basement to search for food. Guess what, we ate KFC there. And it's kinda oily.However, delicious la..

After lunch, we went back to the cinema and waited for the movie to start. All i can say about this movie is that it's not that great from what i expected. It's quite boring in the beginning, and a little funny only..Then, the near ending was quite touching la..Ern, i saw many people wipe tears..And most of them are girls..haha..This proved that girls are more emotional than boys..XD

After that, we went to window shopping for a short period of time and ended the day. Now then, i'm at home doing nothing..

Looking forward for next reunion with the 7 ppl(WASLCCC)..It was arranged according to the birthday de..So, you should know who i'm talking about..hehe..

That's all for today..Thanks for viewing~

POORLY TRANSLATED SIGNBOARDS

2008-06-10T17:04:00.016+09:00

08/08/08..A sharp 2 months from now, China is going to host the 2008 Olympics and therefore, citizens of China are told to improve their english in order to have better communication with the visiting tourists. The signs on all the Major Roads were translated into English in order to prevent foreigners getting lost while touring in China. However the signs were so poorly translated and just by seeing it will sure to LAUGH TO DEATH...XD

The art of coming...

Welcome to the Toilets of Man...

The grass speaks..

Just hit the execute button...

One at a time please...

Please be careful when you slipped..

Since when exit become export??

Honesty is the best policy after all..

enjoy..~

蠢猪

2008-04-30T18:39:00.004+09:00

不达猪（猪名）第一次看到马，那是屁股。

第二次看到马，那是耳朵和鬓毛。

第三次看到马，那是鼻子。

根据以上的经验，不达猪把马，想成了这样的动物。

18岁生日

2008-04-27T00:28:00.007+09:00

今天，是本少爷18岁生日。。
18岁，到底又象征着什么呢？老实说，没什么感觉。。
妈妈做了个寿司蛋糕给我。而爸爸送了我一架 PSP。（是我要求的啦。）
在日本就读的姐姐则送短讯给我，祝福我并叫我等她的礼物。。哇哈哈！
前一天晚上，一个朋友竟然以借厕所为由，拿了个蛋糕和礼物到我家。。无言啊！！（这样的朋友哪里找？）
在学校下课时，朋友们帮我庆祝了这难忘的一天。还有人第一次下厨，弄了些饼干送我。别用“感动”啦，我很开心。回到家时，惊喜地发现桌上有一份大大的礼物。看了看附着的信，才知道是你们。。谢谢！
下午时，见到了你，也收到了你的礼物兼祝福。。哈哈。（心知你是谁就可以了）
到了晚上，和家人到舅舅的café 用餐。好丰富！可惜忘了拍照。
到处走走后，回到家已是晚上十时半了。写一写这篇东西，睡觉去。。
谢谢你们。
晚安！

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朋友送的礼物和蛋糕。。

妈妈做的寿司蛋糕。。